Thought & Noted On A Bus

I've been swimming for so long now. It's the only thing I know. I'm not even very good at it. But it would be nice to just float for a while and watch the world go by. Treading water, just barely keeping myself from going under. But then again, maybe thats what I need. To just go under a bit. Drown a little. Maybe I need to die in order to live. Rebirth.